Nyffin' Bloggz

7:01PM

Hello, hello. ^___^

I've been a very happy person lately. It's amazing.

Life is uber fun. When I'm not stalking Corinne...I'm with Dell. xD

I finally chopped away at those blasted square tips on my nails. I couldn't stand the fact that they were square....and rounded them off pretty well. I feel better. Much better.

I can't think of anything else to type here...I'm watching the Daily Show.
Kay.

I'm done.

I'll stop typing.

1:18AM

Recently returned home from Prom...y'know..

I'm too tired to wash my hair..by my head's like a rock..........

<___< And I feel a bit awkward and very guilty for something...perhaps I'd tell you privately. Perhaps not. xD

4:39PM - Grounding update.

I'm not grounded anymore...xD

I <3 You.

So have a nice day.

9:16PM

Yaaaaay. I'm grounded. And just before the day of our choir concert....a couple days before prom! It's ....wonderful.

1:46PM - Weekendz 0f d00m.

This weekend wasn't too eventful. It was pretty boring. I stayed home and worked on getting fat. Eat, eat, eat, drink, eat, (Bathroom time), eat, drink, talk to people, eat, listen to music, sleep.

Lol. I love my mother. If I had to choose only one person in my whole family to keep, it'd be her. Of course I'd miss everyone else...But...why would I want to be alone with any of them? Josh?....scary...
TJ?...grumpy...Dad?...annoying...Dave?...Don't even think about it....Jacki?..oLd as hell...I get tired of the old lady smell fast. Gross.

anyway...

I'm actually posting. =/ Maybe I'll really come back to eljay! ZOMGosherz? I havn't been talking to Seth lately...it's just not right!


Oh, elena...Next Saturday is Ernest's 21st birthday...=D Come bake him a cake....or bake me a cake...both works.

Current mood: amused

9:53PM

Hello, everyone.

I know I havn't been on in a while...=/ I've been using myspace a LOT more...^__^

I'm proud to say I've been a lot happier lately. I'm so glad I gave up on long distance relationships. They suck ASS. I'm surprised it didn't take me a damned year to find someone though...Yay.

I feel a lot less pathetic, in a way. I'm going to prom with Dell...but, I'm not a dress person, so I'm a bit confused. I'm making Sam go shopping with me!! lol.

I don't ever wear dresses...skirts...or anything...<_< Besides the choir dress. That's it. I just can't picture myself in a dress. I guess my self-esteem is just that low. Lol. Oh well.

Current mood: calm

Current music: A Case of You by Joni Mitchell

6:47PM

Yeah...well...I know I havn't gotten on in a while...

I got into myspace again...v.v;  [ http://www.myspace.com/jenniferlyness ]


I've also managed to be stupid....But, that's normal. Nothing I really want to describe to all of you.

8:30PM

This time...I actually have internet...I've had it for the past few days. Huzzah!

Current mood: blah

4:04PM

GUYS!!!

                                                                                                   I have internet. =D

6:32AM

1. Taken a picture naked?

yes...

2. Painted your room?

No

3. Made out with a member of the same sex?

No

4. Drove a car?

Yes

5. Danced in front of your mirror?

Yes

6. Have a crush?

Yes

7. Been dumped?

Yes

8. Stole money from a friend?

No

9. gotten in the car with people you didnt know?

No

10. Been in a fist fight?

No

11. Snuck out of your house?

No

12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?

YESSSSS

13. Been arrested?

No

14. Made out with a stranger?

No

15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?

No

16. Left your house with out telling your parents?

Yes

17. Had a crush on your neighbor?

No

18. Ditched school to do something more fun?

No

19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?

Yes

20. Seen someone die?

No

22. Kissed a picture?

Yes

23. Slept in until 3?

Yep.

24. Miss someone right now?

YES

25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?

No

26. Made a snow angel?

No ;-;

27. Played dress up?

No

28. Cheated while playing a game?

Yeah!...

29. Been lonely?

Yes.....v.v

30. Fallen asleep at work/school?

Hellz yes.

31. Been to a club?

No

32. Felt an earthquake?

No

33. Touched a snake?

Yes

34. Ran a red light?

Yes

35. Been suspended from school?

No

36. Had detention?

Yes

37. Been in a car accident?

Yes

38. Hated the way you look?

Yes

39. Witnessed a crime?

Yes

39. Been the person doing the crime???

No (Well....speeding...)

40. Pole danced?

No.

41.Got lost?

Yes

42. Been to the opposite side of the country?

No

43. Felt like dying?

Yes

44. Cried yourself to sleep?

Yes

46. Sang karaoke?

Yes

47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?

Yes

48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?

Yes (Food actually.)

49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?

No.

50. Kissed in the rain?

No.

51. Sang in the shower?

DUH

52. Made love in a park?

No.

53. Had a dream that you married someone?

Yes

54. Glued your hand to something?

No

55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?

No

56. Ever gone to school partially naked?

No

57. Been a cheerleader?

No

58. Sat on a roof top?

Sorta

59. Didn't take a shower for a week?

Ew...No

60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?

Yes

61. Played chicken?

Iono

62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?

Yes

64. Broken a bone?

No

65. Been easily amused?

Yes.

66. Laughed so hard you cried?

Yes

67. Mooned/flashed someone?

Yes

68. Cheated on a test?

Not that I remember

69: Forgotten someones name?

Yes

70. Slept naked?

Almost

71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool or lake?

No

73. Blacked out from drinking?

No

74. Played a prank on someone?

No

75. Gone to a late night movie?

Yes

76. Made love to anything not human?

What?

77. Failed a class?

Almost

78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?y

No

79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?

Yes

81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?

Yes

82. Thrown strange objects?

Yes

83. Felt like killing someone?

Yes

84. Felt like running away?

Yes

85. Ran away?

No

86. Did drugs?

No.

87. Had detention and not attend it?

Yes.

89. Made a parent cry?

No.

90. Cried over someone?

Yes.

91. Had sex more than 10 times in one day?

No.

92. Dated someone more than once?

Yes.

93. Had/Have a dog?

No.

95. Own an instrument?

Yes.

96. Been in band?

Yes.

98. Broken a CD?

Yes.

99. Shot a gun?

Yes.

100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends?

Yes.

101. slept so much that you can't possibly sleep anymore?

Nope.

10:08PM

I feel like diving into a giant blender. Wouldn't that be an experience to remember.

Current mood: crappy

3:37PM

I hate you.
I hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick — it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh — even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you — not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Current mood: nauseated

10:08AM

Why am I so stupid?

7:31PM

Well...I got a 1....of course.

A lot of people got 1's....

That little fact makes me feel like my rating just drops...because...so many people were included in it.....=/ Wowz.

Current mood: pessimistic

8:03AM - Solo and Ensemble

Today is Solo and ensemble for choir...D=

I was hoping last night I could get a little bit of a confidence back into myself...by Marvin's attention. He's normally helped before....;-; I feel like he's mad at me for some reason...

I'm scared about today...and I don't think any of you really want to know why...It's not something I could just post online like this...^___^;

Honestly..I feel like curling up in a corner...spooning out my eyes....hiding my face with a pillow cover...and staying there till I rot into nothing.

Current mood: uncomfortable

11:51AM

Me: "Hello?"

RandomGuyWhoCalled: "I'm looking for Dick."

Me: "Well...We don't have any male prostitutes here....But, if you'd like to go straight for a day, we might be able to help."

RGWC: "Huh?"

Me: "You have the wrong number, sir."

RGWC: "Oh...Bye."

7:20PM

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

5:04PM - o.O

Mmn!...

Hello, Eljay.

I havn't posted in a while. I'm sure you don't care. xP School is bleh. A new favorite word of mine is Triskadekaphobia....o.o

I'm still so happy that I have internet again...;-; Happehness iz meh! Heh...I keep thinking of something to talk about...but I then forget when I finally get my fingers to my keyboard.

Ewww.....This movie I'm watching....I hate when they zoom in on people mouths...especially when they're eating...and it's clams...EW.

<.<

5:45PM - Today...

Even though I do have internet at home now, I decided to write something for Eljay today again anyway. This blank sheet of paper was just too tempting. I lurve you guyzez. Well, most of you. The crazy AZN is questionable. xP Naw. I <3 all of you.

I'm very confused. ;-; Maybe it's the lack of sleep....but, I feel like I didn't react to everything that happened last night like I should have....or namally would have. My stomach is still in a knot. It started  hurting last night. Just so all of you know, I didn't go to bed last night...xD I slept for 20 minutes this morning...on accident though. <_< I'm wearing mostly new clothes today. I got a ton of new shirts for my birthday. >_> Why so many clothes? Iono. I guess they got tired of my "I know how you feel, I just don't care" shirt. Happy Bunny is teh awesome. xD Hey, Lenerz....I was playing the liscence plate game again...I saw a GFG....<_< guess what Jew came to mind. HWT=hawt...xD

Holy...I was spacing last period in ASL. We were taking a quiz. I swear, I saw and understood every sign...but I forgot by the time she was done. Then....I was falling asleep as I was trying to write the answers. I tried writing 'green' and scribbled 'ghrne.' I was thinking 'purple' and wrote 'Elena.' WtF? <_< Next think you know...under the catagory of clothing...I'll have scribbled the word penis....xD I don't even remember what I was thinking all period, exactly. Mrs. Huckabee is telling us about Decathalong right now...o.o My contacts are actin' odd. I've had them in over 24 hours now. Sigh.

<_< I'm in a serious mood to cuddle...

I hate myself right now too...

I can't go too long without something hurting. My leg starts cramping...then my stomach hurts again...then my back is aching....my ass hurts...migrane...my shoulder....Marvin...

v_v I'm so tired...but, not....I'm not going to choir practice when I should...x.x...Mixed & solo/ensemble practice today. I'll just practice at home.....<.<;

4:00PM

Guys.....I feel bad for making fun of him...

But the guy on the computer next to me...needs a shower.

My stomach hurts....I don't think I'll ever be able to digest the same...

Current mood: nauseated